Three breves, six hours, French toast, fried rice, and a bowl of cherries later, I am still thinking. You might not want to talk to me today, or tomorrow, or soon for that matter; at least not until I have engaged in enough mindless activities to neutralize the poisonous byproducts of thoughtful consideration. 59 years.

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    Angela Young Yes 59 years, and I seem to be one of the few who are seriously concerned. NO I don't think I am "up here, and everyone else is down there". But I am concerned. And I cannot just be okay with it because it is convenient.

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    Angela Young

    I just couldn't be a good ^#*@^+*, and then I wasn't a good non-&#*)@&%$(^#., so I tried to be a good &#, even went to their school, where I stirred the pot and was almost cooked in it! Now I am not good enough either. I just can't seem to "tow the line" ." I question that", a lot. I think, I even dare to believe I SHOULD think. I know this is risky business. I don't think I am better than others, in fact I am not good at all, just desiring to share, fellowship, ah! Eek! Yikes! Be friends (you know, like those people you see who like each other more than just "love" each other.

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    Angela Young No holds barred, speak your heart and out come the labels. No lack of them either. "Wounded" poor wounded soul crying out for someone to hear them. "Arrogant" daring to question. "Lonely" seeking attention. (I can't plead entirely not guilty to that one. Silly me, I actually believe we could enjoy the attention of one another without being just sad, needy, depressed, emotional, "mental" Ha! "Tio Nannu" Silly Nannu.

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    Angela Young I am going to copy, paste into my blog, and delete these posts so if you happen to see them just realize they will go away, just like I will, and not haunt you but for a moment. When "visited by the muse" (Dr.B) I write, then, coward that I am, hit the wonderful DELETE button. Perhaps we need the HELP button on facebook. Okay I am going to stop, paste, and delete as I promised. Thankfully few will ever read what I am writing here.

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